Nu 16: prelude to a plague

         16:1 Now Korah, the son of Izhar, the son of Kohath, the son of Levi, and Dathan and Abiram, the sons of Eliab, and On, the son of Peleth, sons of Reuben, took men: 2 And they rose up before Moses, with certain of the children of Israel, two hundred and fifty princes of the assembly, famous in the congregation, men of renown: 3 And they gathered themselves together against Moses and against Aaron, and said unto them, Ye take too much upon you, seeing all the congregation are holy, every one of them, and the LORD is among them: wherefore then lift ye up yourselves above the congregation of the LORD?

       Korah was the grandson of Kohath. The Kohathites were assigned specific duties around the tabernacle (Numbers 4). From what Moses says in response, Korah and his followers weren’t content with their role as Levites (caring for the tabernacle articles); they wanted the priesthood also. Moses stands up for Aaron: what is Korah’s problem with Aaron?

       The rebellion grows to 250 leaders in the congregation. Dathan and Abiram are Reubenites. (On is a Reubenite. He is only mentioned in this verse in the whole bible.) It appears that they have a separate but simultaneous quarrel with Moses.

            4 And when Moses heard it, he fell upon his face:

       What does it take you to fall upon your face? Granted, this may be a common display in certain cultures. It’s not common in the US, at least not in Vermont.

       I found the phrase “fell upon” and “face” and its derivatives ~29 times in the Bible. In each case, profound emotional circumstances surround it. It shows worship, awe, horror, humility, wonder or extreme gratitude. In verse 4 above, it seems that Moses' display is a mix of horror and fear for what is likely to come.

       Moses fell on his face more than once. I linger on this thought because one of my desires in “opening the Old Testament” is for you to see these characters as real people with passions and foibles very like our own.

       I truly believe Moses loved these people. Like crazy. How often has he interceded for them? He once killed a man for the injustice he perceived (Exodus 2). He gave up a promise of an amazing heritage in order to talk God out of destroying Israel. Even when pushed to the brink of suicide, Moses pulls it together to continue to lead.

       Misunderstood and maligned, slandered and accused, Moses nevertheless does everything he can to guide and protect the children of Israel from stupidity in its many forms.

       I don’t wish to wax political in a bible study, but here is one thing for certain: when I see a would-be leader, if that man or woman has this kind of heart for a nation, that person will definitely draw my consideration. May our loving God raise up those kind of men and women in our lifetimes.

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I'm just marveling at the favor of God.

Nu 14-15: Frustration

       News flash: Miriam has an opportunity to practice what she preaches.

       Over the last week or so, I have been questioning whether my Bible blogs are merely intellectual exercises. Have I grown spiritually as a result? Have I helped my readers any? Sure, it’s a good discipline to do this, but what’s the fruit?

       What do you know? I got my own opportunity to grow up a little more. In a way it is humorous because of my previous post. No, I hadn’t sinned. I did, however, have great opportunity to get all frustrated, which could have led to sin.

       Frustration is a funny sensation. You want something, but you don’t get it. You get angry, but you know you’re not supposed to be angry. Frustration invites Fear to come party with it. The Tempter starts baiting you with “this always happens to you” and “you’ll never get what you want” and “you should take matters into your own hands.” Unchecked, even hatred can waltz into your heart through the door of frustration.

       Wait a minute. Wasn’t that what the Israelites’ thinking ever since they left Egypt?

       As I pondered my state, I found the irony of my Numbers commentary juxtaposed with frustration rather funny. The more amusing it grew, the more polarizing the Enemy’s injected thoughts grew.

       I recognized what was happening. I repented and asked God to please help me through the frustration and to help me trust Him for His solution. The LORD hasn’t brought me this far in life to slam a door shut in my face. I’ve learned a lot about waiting in faith. I’m getting so good at waiting, I hope I don’t miss the opportunity when it comes. Maybe we’ll see a solution for that in Numbers or Deuteronomy. No worries.

       If any of you dear readers are struggling with frustration, think of what the psalmist says:

       Psalm 131:2 Surely I have behaved and quieted myself, as a child that is weaned of his mother: my soul is even as a weaned child.

       I don’t know about your experience with weaning, but I remember trying to help a child graduate from the bottle. Talk about frustration, for both of us. You think it’ll never end. Then, finally, success and calm and pride.

       In a way, I got weaned today. When I booted out Frustration, the Fear and Anger shriveled up. Thank God that Hatred couldn’t waltz in. No doorway, no legal territory.

       I have spent several days discussing Numbers 14. Know what the next chapter, Numbers 15, says?

       15:1 And the LORD spake unto Moses, saying,

         2 Speak unto the children of Israel, and say unto them, When ye be come into the land of your habitations, which I give unto you,

       When you come into the land... which I give unto you....

       Clearly this word was for Moses and the children of Israel. Yet, somehow, it is a word “in season” for me.

       My soul is even as a weaned child.